surf !

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hey, i know its a lil late but,
on the 9th nov i went to bali.
and after after that it was all
malaysia.been out to play with
water alot.
bali was a blast,the uluwatu surf story
the food beach sun sea and waves
were awesome!
malaysia was'nt that good
and mine birthday just passed on the 9thdec
and zoukout was on the 13thdec which was
also really a blast!
did dreadlocks and take it out back.
so now im taking my car license and i gonna focus.
aim, to pass car and the take bike license before jan.
to work and to enter part time school in 2009.
okay, some pictures!

the surf story

medidate

my longboard

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hey.i've been too busy to blog lately.
most of the time i'll be either working
or sleeping or erm ...oh yaa im learning
how to skim hahaha.

yesterday after sometime not going to
parties, i went to this place called "play"
for Halloween.

it was okay, not that bad.
so im counting sheeps till
december.hopefully its time's
gonna pass by fast enough.

me.

the people.

thats all for now
goodbye.

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KNOWING SOMEONE FOR TOO LONG CAN LEAD A CRUSH INTO A FRIENDSHIP

how far do you agree on thing statement
please write you answers on the tagboard.
WHY ?

seberapa pantas kah kau untuk ku tuggu
cukup indah kah dirimu untuk selalu ku nanti kan
mampukah kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi buruk ku
mampukah kita bertahan di saat kita jauh

seberapa hebat kah kau untuk ku banggakan
cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk selalu ku andalkan
mampu kah kau bertahan dengan hidup ku yang malang
sanggup kah kau meyakinkan di saat aku bimbang

celakanya hanya kau lah yang benar benar aku tunggu
hanya kau lah yang benar benar memahamiku
kau pergi dan menghilang kemana pun kau suka

celakanya hanya kau lah yang pantas untuk ku banggakan
hanya kau lah yang sanggup untuk aku andalkan
die antara pedih aku selalu menanti mu

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I felt ashamed for what I had done. I don’t have any excuses.
I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions.
I wouldn’t pawn this off on anybody. I’m sorry it happened. And I hurt people.
When you realize you've made a mistake, make amends immediately.
It's easier to eat crow while it's still warm.
Words will not be able to ever express how sorry I am for this,
and I have profound regret and sorrow for the multitude of mistakes and harm I have caused.
Feeling sorry for myself, and my present condition,
is not only a waste of energy but the worst habit i could possibly have.
A bend in the road is not the end of the road,unless i fail to make the turn.
i really can't explain how much more sorry i am for what i have did.
i can't blame anyone for this but myself.
i dont mind if you wont accept my apology, but, from the bottom of my heart,i am pleading an apology
from both of you, mum and dad.
It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are,so now,i am voiceing myself to tell you that i did alot
of mistakes and i for now, i am really sorry.

True family-hood is a gift
Oh so precious and so rare
Sometimes we take it for granted
Sometimes we do despair

our fault is being human
Mistakes are everywhere
Please let me not lose the gift
That is so precious and so rare.

goooo on....till the night is swept away...

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if we care about others, who will care for us?
today, the most horrible, and i might say, the worst day in this month.
even though its the fasting month, the holy month, i have not been spared.
i had this thought not long ago, but today my thoughts became reality.
im quite okay with it, its only that i don't know how do i explain this to my parants.
after this, do i stand a chance to live in this house? did i disappoint them too much till i
should get out? i really am confused right now.
lets see how it goes, for now,im sorry parents
for being such a pest.
i'll do what ever it takes to make up for it.
and let time tell what is going to happen to me,
either, in or out.
both ways will hurt after all =(

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well, today's the start fasting.
i really am not prepared to fast, but still, its a must,so no worries.
it'll be over in a month and hari raya will come soon.
school's such a bore.i cant take it anymore.the workload plus the lazyness and plus
its fasting month, the month of resting.
peace of mind!haha!
thats all for now.
goodluck!

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